X-CLAVE: DISCOVERY PART TWO --(c) 1997 M. O'Quinn Sunday, the 24th 5:16 a.m. The French call it a "white night". A night without sleep, where it might as be broad daylight outside for all the peace the darkness brings to a troubled mind. After five solid hours of lying open-eyed in the darkness, Vann finally sat up and switched on the light. It was pointless to drive herself to distraction for what would now be, at best, two or three hours' sleep. Trying not to look at the photograph on her nightstand, she pulled on a robe and wandered out into the hallway. All the other doors were closed, the corridor still and quiet in the gloom. Vann padded on soft bare feet down to the stairway, hoping she could remember where the kitchen was supposed to be. She wasn't really surprised to find light spilling from the open kitchen doorway. She had already guessed that several people in the mansion were probably early risers. The scent of fresh-brewed coffee--chicory, from the smell of it--made her feel marginally better as she anticipated a nice hot cup. Her sagging sprits somewhat bolstered, she crossed the small secondary dining room and walked into the kitchen. The black-and-white tiles were cold under her feet. There was only one figure sitting at the large table, a half-played game of solitaire laid out before him. He looked up and smiled as she walked in. He didn't look very sleep-deprived. (But with those eyes,) Vann thought, (how can you tell?) "G'morning," she murmured, taking a white cup off a hook. "*Bonjour, petite*," Gambit replied, sounding too absurdly cheerful for the hour or her mood. "Pull up a chair. Sit." "Well, I wasn't intending to sit on the floor," she replied, a bit too flippantly. She sitrred in cream and sugar aplenty into her coffee, and then sat beside him where he had indicated she should. She gave a cursory glance to the game in progress. "Red four on the black five." "Ah, you anticipate my action. *Un belle femme dangereux*." He made the move, quickly disposed of the rest of the loose cards, and began putting them into pack order. "*Commentalle-vous, cherie*," he said, "do you play *'viente-un'*?" "Blackjack? Not really. I know the game, but I'm way outta practice." "I teach you a few tricks of the trade, *non*? Then you can 'old your own wit' de likes of M'sieur Wolverine." "No thanks. I'll leave that to the girl I came here with. Miry." "Ah, *oui*. I 'eard that *mon ami* 'ad found 'imself a new chew-toy." Vann giggled. She couldn't help it. "Deal, you silver-tongued devil." "Dealing, *ma belle petite*, is Gambit's specialty." * * * Sunday, the 24th 7:48 a.m. Robert Drake quietly climbed the steps leading up to the belltower, following the faint chiming sound which had greeted him upon waking. At the top of the stairs he found what he expected: a lone figure, silver and slender, limned in shimmering gold by the light of the rising sun. Galatea was standing at the east opening of the belltower, her sterling hair ringing whispers in the morning breeze. Bobby smiled. "Now *that's* a belle worth waking up to," he said. "Oh--!" Galatea turned around, one slim silver hand going to her lips; her hair rang as it swirled about her. "I...I'm sorry, Mr. Drake. I didn't mean to wake anybody up." "Point one: 'Mister Drake' is my dad, or my grandfather. My name is Bobby. Point two: you didn't wake me. I was just wondering if somebody had hung windchimes in the belltower, that's all." Galatea's cheeks turned a darker silver. "I guess I can get my hair cut--" "Don't you *dare*! It's beautiful, Gale. Really." Bobby showed her his most charming smile, to which she shyly responded in kind. Encouraged, Bobby moved to stand beside her. Galatea turned around and looked over the vast grounds, over the snow-covered lawn towards the ice-adorned forest and the frozen lake beyond. "It's all so--so *big*," she breathed. "I've never seen snow before. It's beautiful." "'Beautiful' is the word," said Bobby, though he wasn't looking at the view. "You should see it in the spring." "Are there flowers?" "Thousands." "*Ooh*..." Gale leaned out of the window and over the snowy ground. "How deep is it, do you think?" "Six, seven inches, maybe. Not bad." Gently Bobby took her arm and pulled her back to keep her from falling out of the tower. "Hey, after we grab some breakfast, would you like me to teach you how to build a snowman?" Gale beamed at him, her cobalt eyes huge and grateful. "Would you?" "Sure." She hugged him, and Bobby smiled, warmth building in him that had nothing to do with his extreme tolerance for cold. He took her hand and together they walked down the spiral stairway. * * * 7:57 a.m. For the first time in her life, Miryoko Kagami didn't wake up alone. She opened her eyes in a strange bed, in a strange room, with a strange warmth curled up against her back. When she looked down, she discovered a massive, hairy arm--the bicep nearly as big around as her waist--wrapped snug around her torso, one large hand possessively cupping her breast. Moving slowly and carefully, she lifted her arms out from underneath the blanket, shuddering at the unexpected coolness of the room. She shifted bit by bit until she was on her back and was able to look at her sleeping companion. Logan's rough-hewn features were completely relaxed in slumber. The multiple lines written by time and trouble were magically erased, making him look surprisingly young and unexpectedly vulnerable. She hadn't noticed before how unexpectedly thick the fringe of his lashes were, nor had she seen the fullness of his broad mouth. He was...beautiful. Not the beauty of "pretty boys", but the beauty of a primeval forest, wild, untamed, its depths unexplored. She noticed with some amusement that he appeared to have a day's growth of beard on his chin, even though he'd been clean-shaven when he'd come to her the night before. He was so...*hairy*. Not only was the hair on his head thick and straight, standing out of its own accord in spite of its length, but black curly hair covered his chest, arms, legs, even his back. *You aren't exactly what I anticipated as my first lover, Mister Logan-I-Don't-Even-Know-If-That's-Your-Last-Name-Or-Your-First. I always liked my dates tall, blond, Caucasian, and relatively hairless below the neck. So who do I end up losing my virginity to? A short, dark, hairy-beyond-belief stranger whose full name I don't even know*. She reached out a timid hand and brushed a stray black strand of hair away from his brow. *Oh but I could get used to waking up in this man's arms every morning*... ...*where the hell did THAT thought come from? I don't even know if he really likes me or if I'm just a convenient bed-warmer. I know he wanted me the first time he saw me, but whether he's done with me or not...I don't know. Trying to read his surface emotions is like trying to decipher one of those curved-mirror paintings without the glass cylinder...and what I can make out tells me he wouldn't welcome any effort to intrude further, even if I stooped to such behavior*. On an impulse, she leaned forward and pressed a kiss to his lips. When she drew back, his eyes were open. Deep, piercing eyes, the color of the heart of a glacier set against a relentless blue sky, and Miry knew profoundly that they could be every bit as cold. But they weren't cold now. They were as warm as the smile he gave her. "Mornin', darlin'," he whispered. A wave of gentle affection suffused Miry, and she realized it was coming from him, meant for her. "Morning," she smiled back. She turned to face him, shivering as her breasts and back slid out of the blankets into the chilly air. "You cold?" She nodded and snuggled against his broad chest. "A little." His arm slid under her, while his other hand pulled the blankets up close around them both. "C'mere, darlin'," he murmured into her ear, sending delicious tingles down her spine. "I'll make ya warm." He did. This time, the lovemaking was as slow and lingering as the passion of the night before had been frantic and insistent. There was no urgency, no hurry to end it, because it was so sweet for them both. Instead of a sudden, fleeting rush of ecstasy, the climb to bliss was gradual, the climax prolonged, and the suffusive afterglow all the sweeter for it. After a while, Logan broke the warm golden silence. "Darlin'?" "Mmm...?" Miry snuggled up closer. "You said ya was havin' bad dreams last night. Anything ya care ta tell me about?" Miry nipped at the inside of her bottom lip and took in a deep breath. "Well...I remember everything was grey. I couldn't see anything. I couldn't hear anything. I could feel my heartbeat, feel myself breathing, but I was struggling for every breath and I couldn't move. There was cold metal on my face..." She reached her hand up to her cheek, as if to reassure herself. "I couldn't think. I felt as though I were held in some kind of--of stasis. Trapped between light and darkness...or maybe between sleeping and waking..." "Or maybe livin' and dyin', darlin'?" She raised up to look at him. His burning-glacier eyes were dead level on her. *He knows,* she thought, and shuddered. His warm arms tightened around her. "Yes, exactly. I hadn't thought of it that way, but that's what it felt like. Dying, without being able to die. Horrible..." "Weren't no dream, Miry." She stiffened. "What do you mean?" "Yer an empath, right? Somebody who can feel things other folks're feelin'? I think maybe you got tuned inta somebody without knowin' it--somebody besides me." He gave her a squeeze and let go. "C'mon and get dressed, darlin'. I gotta show ya somethin'. Somethin' that might help ya understand." Miry knew that at some point she and Logan would have to have a serious talk--about their inexplicable, irresistable attraction to each other, about whether their personalities were even half as compatible as their bodies seemed to be. For now, however, she accepted the situation as it was and rose with Logan to dress. * * * 8:51 a.m. "Oh..." Miry stood over the Shi'ar preservation capsule, Logan's arm around her shoulders. She pressed her hands to her mouth and sucked in a deep breath through her fingers. "Oh, my God...she's just a *baby*...how...?" "Some kinda virus that only attacks mutants, accordin' ta Charley and Moira. Plays the devil with altered DNA structures and causes the whole mess ta self-destruct. Me, I figure my healin' factor'll keep me alive f'r a while, but that don't help folks like Illyana." Wolverine laid his huge hand lightly on the transparent canopy of the capsule. "Poor kid. Ain't like she ain't been through enough hell as it is. Here she's back ta where her mutant powers ain't even active, and still the goddamned virus cut 'er down." "What's that thing on her head?" Miry's voice was a roughened whisper. "That--helmet...?" "Some kinda stasis device. Keeps her in suspended animation, till they c'n find some treatment for 'er. Only thing is, Moira's of the opinion that she's too far gone f'r any cure to make any difference now, but they can't take her off the thing till her big brother gives the go-ahead, and he's gone AWOL and won't respond to Charley's callin' him. Till he gets his act together and comes back, the poor kid's stuck." "Caught between living and dying," Miry whispered. Her hand stole out over Wolverine's where it rested on the capsule. She looked around at him, her golden eyes turned almost yellow by the underlighting in the ward. "Logan, I'm not just an empath. I'm a healer. I might be able to help her." "I don't know, darlin'. This ain't no skinned knee we're talkin' here." "I've had my empathy since I was born. My healing ability didn't come to the fore until I was twelve. Did you know my father was *hibakusha*?" "Hiroshima or Nagasaki?" "Hiroshima. He lost his whole family when the bomb fell. He never planned to marry, and when he finally did, thirteen years after the *pikadon*, he told my mother he didn't want children. She did, though, and that's how I happened." "Yeah, she struck me as a woman used ta gettin' her own way." "When I was twelve, I was diagnosed with leukemia. My mother did not react well. I--well, I guess I wished it to go away so hard it finally did. Three months after confirmation of my diagnosis, the disease was *gone*. Ever since then, I've *never* been sick--not so much as a cold." Wolverine looked hard at her. "You got a healin' factor, darlin'?" "If you want to call it that. Only I found out I could use it on other people, too, not just me. Right before you found me, I healed a little girl's broken leg. I have to do it on the sly, of course; or at least I have till now." She looked down at Illyana's half- obscured face. "I worked as a candy striper in a hospital during high school, in the children's ward," she said softly. "While I was on duty, a lot of kids made 'miraculous' recoveries. The few I...lost were too far gone by the time I got to them to help. My father had forbidden me to tell anyone of my abilities, so I kept them a secret. I wanted to go into medicine--but my father stopped me. I gave it all up because he asked me to." Her shoulders straightened. "But that's finished now. I don't have to hide anymore. If there's anything I can do for this little girl--for anyone--I want to do it. I have to try." Within minutes, Moira MacTaggert and Professor Xavier were in the isolation ward, along with Jean Grey and Shadowcat. Xavier's countenance was stern, harshly underlit by the fluorescent glow from Illyana's capsule. "I perceive your sincerity, Mirror," he said, using the code name he'd chosen for Miryoko to address her, "but I must admit to some reservations. However confident you are in your healing abilities, it would be certain death to remove Illyana from the stasis device at this point." "Is death nae better than her current state, Charles?" Moira cut in. "The child's a vegetable as she is. Even if we should find a cure for the virus noo, 'twill be too late tae restore her, sae far has the disease progressed in her system. We cannae leave her to live out her life as a vegetable." "It's not that simple, Moira," Jean said, her soft voice a counterpoint to the Scotswoman's righteous anger. "Even if we disagree with Charles' decision to use the Shi'ar stasis device, now that Illyana's on it, we have to have Peter's consent to take her off it. It's his decision, not ours." Xavier looked up at the half-Oriental woman. "Are you certain you can save Illyana's life? Would you be willing to risk removing her from stasis?" Mirror chewed at her bottom lip. "I won't know until I examine her. To do that, I'll have to touch her. Do you have to take her out of stasis for that?" "No; opening the preservation capsule will not disrupt the stasis, so long as we don't keep it open too long." "It won't take long for me to find out." "Professor..." Kitty swallowed hard. "I can't stand seeing Illyana like this. What if Peter never comes back? Are we just supposed to--to keep her here? For how long? Months? Years? The rest of her life?" "The decision doesn't rest with us, Katherine." "Then *who*?" "Ms. Pryde...?" Mirror put a cool hand on Kitty's shoulder. Understanding shone from her golden eyes. "If I can help her," she said, "I will. If I can't--if she's beyond all help--I'll say so." Uncertain how to accept comfort from a complete stranger, Kitty merely nodded. "Moira," said Xavier, "please open the capsule." Moira tapped a sequence of keys on a pad at the head of the capsule, and with a pneumatic hiss the cover popped open. The quiet room was filled suddenly with the sound of slow, labored breathing. "Oh, God," Kitty whispered. Moira took her hand. Carefully, Mirror raised up the cover and stepped forward. She smiled sadly down at the tiny body on the bed, and put one hand on the child's breast, another on her stomach. She took a deep, quick breath, her head snapped back, and her eyes turned from gold to silver, shot through with rainbows. Shimmering silver light haloed her head, ran down her arms to her hands and enveloped Illyana's still form. "How'd she ever manage to do *that* without nobody noticin'?" Wolverine muttered, half to himself. "Sh," Jean admonished, watching closely. After about a minute and a half, the light winked out. Mirror took her hands away. She was trembling, covered in a light film of sweat. She took a half-step back, faltered; Wolverine put an arm around her back to steady her. "Easy, darlin', easy. You okay?" "Not...really." She reached up a shaky hand to wipe away sudden tears. "I...I'm sorry, Professor. There's nothing I can do." She gulped in air, turned to face Xavier. "I can't heal her while the stasis field is in effect--and the instant you take that helmet off of her, she's going to die. Period. Essentially, she's already dead." Kitty choked a sob and turned to press her face against Moira's shoulder. "I'm sorry," Mirror said again, knowing how foolish it sounded, but not knowing what else to say. "I'd trade my life for hers if I could--but it wouldn't be of any use to her now. Oh sure, I could keep her from dying for a while, but it would take all my strength to hold her, with nothing left to spare to heal her; and when I got tired...If I'd gotten here a week ago--two days ago--maybe I could have saved her, but..." Wolverine pulled her close against him. "Hush now, darlin'," he said. "We get the picture." She crammed her fist against her mouth to shut herself up, blinking back more tears. Wordlessly Xavier reached up as high as he could from the chair, caught the edge of the transparent cover with his hand, and shut the preservation capsule over Illyana, sealing her in once more. * * * 10:17 a.m. Vanessa--Pixie--was just making her way upstairs to try to sneak in a few Z's before lunchtime when she felt it: a wave of misery, despair, and painfully sharp self-disgust so thick she almost choked on it. Vanessa wasn't nearly as sensitive an empath as the girl from New Orleans was supposed to be, but she would have had to have been completely headblind to have missed the raw snarl of hurt feelings coming from the corner room in the women's dorm. The door was open just a crack. Pixie poked her head in. The New Orleans girl was curled up in the middle of her bed, face down on folded arms, weeping quietly. At the creak of the door her head jerked up. "Lo-Logan...?" "No, 'fraid not. 'S me, Vanessa. Or maybe I should say 'Pixie', like the Professor named me." "Oh." Mirror sat up, swiping at her eyes and forcibly composing herself. "I'm sorry. I didn't realize the door had come open." *Reckon I'm not the only one who's miserable around here. Aw well, misery loves company, they say*...Pixie stepped inside the room. "Homesick already? Or is it any of my business?" "Oh, it's all right. It's just--oh, God. I don't know what I'm doing here." "Seems to me you knew pretty well yesterday, when you were following that scruffy-looking Wolverine feller around." A jolt of pain shot through Mirror at that. "I'm not even so sure about that anymore. I know how I feel about him--I want to be with him. He fills up a big gaping hole in my life I never knew existed." "Maybe you should be telling him this and not me." "I'd love to. Only problem is, he stalked off almost an hour ago and made it very clear he didn't want any company." "You shouldn't oughta take it so personal. Mister Wolverine seems like a mighty private person, and I think you rocked his world something fierce." "Right now, how Logan feels about me should be the least of my worries." A short, bitter laugh. "It's not, but it should be." She folded herself up and wrapped her arms around her drawn-up legs. "You know what the worst part of being an empath is, Pixie?" "Not getting state holidays off?" She tried to laugh. It didn't work. "I can *feel* what everybody else is feeling." "Ain't that sort of what empathy is, honey?" "I can feel Dr. MacTaggert's frustration at not being able to do anything. I can feel Kitty's absolute misery and her need to just have it all over with. I can feel the Professor's guilt and impotence, how much he blames himself for it--" "Whoa! Blames himself for what? What are you talking about?" Mirror took several long, deep breaths to compose herself. "Well, Pix, there's this little girl downstairs in the med-lab..." * * * 10:18 a.m. "...I said no loitering, kid, and I meant it. Now why don't you take your little twitch self and hustle on somebody else's property?" "You think I'm *tricking*, Spam-for-brains? No way." Jubilee shoved her eyeshades down over her face, crossed her arms, leaned against the doorpost, and took a "just-TRY-to-move-me-I-dare-you" I'm waiting for a friend, that's all. You got a problem with that?" Sean Barclay, bartender and half owner of the Auger Inn, shifted his six-foot-two, two-hundred and thirty-pound bulk. Somehow he found this teenaged terror more intimidating than a man of his size and status should. "I got a problem with you being underage and therefore a threat to our liquor license. Why don't you meet your so-called 'friend' at a soda shop or something?" "Hey, don't be too rough on the lady, Sean." A pasty-faced man with three days' stubble, slicked-back smut-colored hair, and a prominent beer belly shoved his ponderous way out of the door. "Hey, good- lookin', you out for a good time with ol' Sparky?" "Ugh." Jubilee pushed away from the wall and backed up, teetering on her rollerblades. "I just remembered, I got an appointment with my dentist--in Jersey. 'Scuze me--" She tried to turn and bolt, but "ol' Sparky" shot out a sweaty white hand and grabbed her arm, bringing her up short and nearly sending her feet out from under her. "Now just hold on a minute, sweet thang. I can make it worth your while. Just give me a chance..." "Leggo'a'me, you greased-out porker!" Jubilee fought valiantly, but she couldn't get leverage enough in her skates to pull away from him. She was just drawing back a fist to poke in the middle of Sparky's face when the door behind him swung open again. "*I'll* give ya a chance, bub." A big hand reached up and planted itself firmly on Sparky's meaty shoulder. "One chance ta let the kid go. Otherwise, yer gonna haveta tussle it out with me." "Leave him to me!" Jubilee raged, inwardly grateful for the rescue. "I can take care of this lug all by myself--with one 'blade tied behind my back!" Sparky grunted and let Jubilee go. "Sorry, Logan, m'man. Didn't know she was yours." He stepped carefully around Wolverine, who watched him with cold narrow eyes. "Man after my own heart--got a taste for young meat, do you?" Wolverine snarled deep in his throat. "Okay, okay; none of my business. See you later, bud. Give her one for ol' Sparky, won'tcha?" With that, the greasy-haired man shuffled back into the bar. "I'd like to give *him* one," Wolverine intoned. "Maybe three. Or even six, dependin' on my mood." "If I've told you once, Logan, I've told you a hundred times," Sean said, "not in my place. You got a problem with one of the other patrons, you take it outside and off the property. Remember what happened the last time." "Aw, Sean--didn't I pay ya for the damage to the place?" "It's not the damage to the place I'm worried about; it's the damage to our rep." "Gimme a break. Everybody knows the Auger Inn's the meanest hellhole inside thirty miles o' Salem Center." "'Hellhole' is one thing. 'War zone' is something else again. Though, if you ever want to reconsider coming on as a bouncer..." "Soon's I switch careers, Sean, I'll letcha know. Be seein' ya." Wolverine looked at Jubilee. "C'mon, Jube. Let's blow this pop stand." "Where'd you hear *that* one?" Jubilee groused as they hit the sidewalk. "'Leave It to Beaver'?" "In New Orleans, matter o' fact." She snorted. "From your new lady friend, no doubt." Wolverine said nothing. "Honestly, I don't know what you see in her. She's not all that pretty...not really. I mean, she's okay, but she isn't good enough for you." Wolverine said nothing. "I mean, what do you need with a girlfriend, anyway? I mean--besides the obvious. I know men have these urges and all, but you're a tough guy, right? It's not like you really need anybody or anything. You said so yourself. So, I mean, it would be really cruel to get this girl's hopes up and all when you're just gonna dump her at the first--" Wolverine said, "Jubilee." She popped a bubble. "Yah?" "Leave it be." By this time they'd made it around to the parking lot, where Wolverine's Harley-Davidson was parked. He hunched down to fiddle with the combination lock. Jubilee huffed. "What's with you, Wolvie? You haven't been this surly since Mariko and Silver Fox both bit the big one in the same week. I thought after we pulled you out of your psycho head-trip to Russia, you'd be okay. Did you take a second helping of attitude pills this morning, or what?" "Jubilee." "Yah?" "Did ya just come down here ta diss my 'tude, or are ya tryin' ta make a point?" "Hey. I was worried about you. Okay? There. I said it." She leaned against the side of his cycle, folded her arms, and pouted. "I mean, this isn't the first time you've left without saying anything to anybody, but I saw the look on your face when you were wheeling out your scoot and...well...." She ducked her head. "I just thought maybe I'd follow after and keep an eye on you, is all. I didn't want you getting some punk to beat you up again or anything." "Wouldn't matter if I did, darlin'. I'd heal in less time than it takes ta mop up--" "But it would still *hurt*!" Jubilee snapped, pounding her fists against the leather seat behind her. "I don't know if this concept can penetrate that adamantium skull of yours, but seeing somebody in pain that you--you--oh, what's the use; you never listen to anybody anyway. Mister Hot-Shot Loner...." She pushed herself away and skated off a few yards away. "Hey, Jubie." She stopped, but didn't turn around. "What." "Got a new accoutrement for my scoot I thought you might be interested in." The sound of something metal clacking into place. "What? A pair of fuzzy dice? A plastic Jesus for your handlebars?" "Check it out." She turned around. Wolverine was standing behind his motorcycle. A tow line, like the one used by water-skiers, was hooked to the rear of his seat. He held the wooden crosspiece out to her, offering it with a smile. "Ya wanna hitch a ride, darlin'?" It was a ridiculous idea, but it appealed greatly to Jubilee's sense of the untried. "Hey, aw*right*!" she laughed, her bitter mood vanishing like a popped soap bubble. She skated up, took the handle. "Let's ride, Wolvie!" "I hear ya, darlin'." Wolverine mounted his bike, kicked it into roaring life, and sped off. Jubilee sped over the asphalt behind him, whooping and laughing into the wind. * * * 10:32 a.m. "...You mean there's a little girl down there just...hanging between life and death?" The very concept made Pixie's stomach churn. "That's awful." Mirror nodded. "I know. I feel the same way you do about it. But the Professor's right; by strict medical ethics, they can't disconnect her without the consent of her next of kin. And from what they tell me, he's gone off somewhere they can't find him." "They found us, didn't they?" "We didn't know we were being looked for, and we didn't actively *not* want to be found." "So what can we do?" "Right now?" Mirror sighed. "Nothing. *If* Illyana's brother decides to come back, and *if* he consents to have his sister removed from the machine, even though it means she will die, it still won't make any difference. The damage done by this damned virus has affected her molecular structure. It would take me hours to repair it, and I couldn't hold her depleted system together for more than a few minutes." Something was nagging at the back of Pixie's mind. It as as though Mirror's words triggered a deeply buried memory, something she had never remembered, something from years and years before she was even born. (Crazy,) she thought. (How can you remember something from *before* you were born?) She dismissed the thought--or tried to. The *feeling*, that little nagging feeling, refused to go away. "Pix?" "Hm? Oh, sorry, Miry. I didn't mean to ignore you." "Listen to me." Mirror scooted to the edge of the bed and sat beside her. "Going on and on about my troubles and woes when you've got all kinds of grief and plenty of your own." "Oh, I'm all right." "Oh, and I'm Amaterasu Omikami, the Queen of Heaven." Mirror ducked her head down a bit; she wasn't used to talking to someone shorter even than she was. "It's okay if you don't want to talk about it. I just want you to know that I'm willing to listen if you need to talk." That little nagging feeling in the back of her head was still bothering her. Pixie somehow thought it would make it go away if she *did* discuss her problems with someone else. "Well...have you met the one they call 'Archangel'?" "The blue guy? The tall one, without fur?" "That's him." "What about him?" Pixie sighed. "I used to be engaged to him." "What happened?" "He died. He wasn't always blue, you know. He had wings--white ones, with feathers--but I didn't know that at the time. I didn't know he was a mutant any more than he knew I was. Then, about two years ago, I heard he'd lost his family fortune and run his plane into the side of a mountain and died." "My God." "Mine, too." Pixie stood and walked over to the window. Mirror's window overlooked part of the forest that ran around and behind the mansion; beyond the line of trees stood a ridge of low hills covered in a dusting of new-fallen snow. "Until last night, I never knew he'd survived. I didn't get much of a chance to talk to him; but he's not the same person he was." She tried to laugh. "I guess dying kind of changes a person's outlook on life." Mirror studied the smaller woman's form, framed against the light from the large window. The sky outside was a pale whitish grey, promising more snow before nightfall. "Do you love him?" she asked. Pixie was quiet for a long time, and Mirror began to think she wouldn't answer. She didn't need to. Mirror already knew. "No," Pixie finally said. "I'm not sure I ever really did. He was the first boy who was ever really nice to me for any reason besides who my daddy was. His family had more money than God, so he didn't care where I came from. I guess I had sort of a schoolgirl crush on him. I would have married him. Maybe we would have even been happy." She turned around and faced Mirror, folding her arms over her generous breasts. "But my daddy got antsy when all the anti- mutant stuff came down, and after he got involved with Senator Kelly and his witch-hunters. He broke off the engagement so the Worthingtons wouldn't discover that the Covington-Smythe girl was one of the freaks his buddies in Congress was hunting." "It seems your father is a very...confused man." "He's a cold-hearted, hard-assed hypocrite. But that's obvious to all but the dead." "Does he know you're here?" "No. And I don't care whether he finds out or not at this point." Pixie took a defensive stance, ready to fight if Mirror should accuse her of being a "bad" daughter. Mirror intended on doing no such thing. As if she had any room to talk about familial duty. "What *do* you care about? Why did you come here?" "Followin' a man, same as you; only mine's prettier." "Not Archangel, I take it." "Not hardly." Pixie sat on the wide windowsill, one leg cocked up under her. "Seriously, I think I came here 'cos I didn't have anything better to do, and it sure beat hell out of the pit of misery I was digging for myself back in the mountains. I'm not sure I buy into this 'X-Men' business, but I'm willing to stick around and see what the deal is and if it's worth giving a shot. How about you? Are you gonna kick some mutie-hater butt for Jesus?" "Well--for Amaterasu, maybe." Miry reached behind her, snagged a pillow and hugged it to her. It occurred to her that this was the pillow on which Logan had slept in her bed the night before, but she took that concept by the scruff of its neck and shoved it back into the rear compartment of her mind so she could think. "I didn't come up here to join the X-Men," she said. "Now that I know what they're about, though, I'd like to do what I can for them. See, I have this slightly skewed concept of *karma*. Not karma as in New Age/crystal people/neo-hippie karma, but as in Shinto-Buddhist karma. I wasn't...I was born as sort of an accident. I guess you could call me a 'whoops' baby." "You were adopted?" "Well, no. But my father didn't want children, and my mother did. So she got one. She wanted to give my father a son, though, and when I came along I wasn't exactly what she wanted. Adoption is more or less against Japanese tradition, so my parents elected to keep me...though if *Roe v. Wade* had come through about five years earlier I might not even be here. At any rate, I was born with all these...abilities...which my father took as proof of my impurity. All my life, I think, I've felt that I was spared the gross deformities and congenital defects many *hibakusha nisei* are forced to deal with. That's 'second generation atomic bomb survivors' to the clean world." She smiled. "I was given the ability to share others' pains and joys, and the ability to ease or engender these feelings in others. I was also given the ability to heal any hurt, any disease. Am I supposed to pretend I don't have these abilities when so many are sick or hurt, and so many more have emotional scars that need tending?" "You don't have to convince me, honey." "I know. Forgive me. That's another thing I have to learn: I don't have to justify my existence every five minutes anymore." "You tryin' to tell me you came here just to play a mutant Florence Nightingale?" "Of course not. I'm no liar. I didn't even have the whole picture of what I was coming into when I followed Logan out of my father's shop in New Orleans. All I knew was...for the first time in my life, I wasn't ashamed of what I was. He brought me that freedom, and I didn't want it to leave with him, so I followed him." "And here I thought you were just followin' your hormones." "Well, that too, I guess. I don't think until yesterday I even knew what hormones were." Mirror leaned forward on the pillow. "Okay. Your turn. I've told you my life history; you get to tell me yours, if you want." "Ain't that much to tell, honey, that I ain't already told. Poor little rich girl Senator's daughter sprouts wings at the age of twelve and gets practically disowned by her family; then at seventeen she reads in the paper that her ex-fiance ran his plane into the side of a mountain, and a year later she gets swept off her feet by a smooth-talking pretty-boy Cajun and spirited away to a big house in upstate New York and finds out that her dead ex-beau is a live X- Man." Pixie leaned back against the side of the windowsill, hands on ankles. "You could print my life story on the back of a trading card." Someone knocked at the door. Mirror shoved the pillow to one side and scooted forward off the bed, almost hating herself for the rush of blind hope she felt. "Come in." It wasn't Logan who opened the door and looked in, but the tall black woman with snowy white hair. "Miryoko," Storm said in her rich contralto, "your mother is on the telephone for you." "Thank you, Storm." Mirror looked over at the woman on her windowsill. "Um, Pix, I've got to get that; I've been trying to talk to her since I got here." "'Sokay. I understand." Pixie slid down to the floor. "Nice talkin' to ya." She walked briskly towards the open door. Mirror followed her out, turning the opposite way down the hall. She paused and looked back at the retreating Pixie. "Maybe we can talk again later, okay?" "Sure." But that wasn't tossed back with much conviction as Pixie vanished into her room. * * * 11:02 a.m. "*Oui, maman...trŠs bien....pas que je sache...chut, maman, ne pleure pas...*" Mirror stood at the hall telephone, hand on hip, her stance echoing defiance while her voice still held the steady patience of a loving if slightly wayward daughter. Yes, she was fine; she had no quarrel with her parents as far as she knew; hush, mother, don't cry. "*Je ne se quand, maman...cela d‚pend...oui, maman...quand meme...sans doute...au revoir, maman.*" She didn't know when she was coming home, it would depend...yes, she would call if she needed anything, depend on it, without a doubt. After saying goodbye, she put the phone down into the cradle with only slightly more force than necessary as a tiny growl issued from the back of her throat. "*Je ne le tol‚rerai pas*! " she snarled. "You won't put up with what, darlin'?" She'd been waiting almost all morning to hear that low, rough voice that sounded behind her, but it still made her catch her breath and spin around. Wolverine was leaning on the banister at the top of the stairs, watching her with an odd mixture of amusement and concern. His presence, as always, was something of a rush to her. Just by being in the same room with her he did things to her perceptions that she didn't completely understand. "Ooh..." She waved a hand at the telephone. "My mother. She finally rang back to give me the third degree about what I thought I was doing running off to New York with some stranger, and how *dare* I tell her I didn't know when I was coming home." "What did ya tell her?" "That I was going to school here, I'd send her the paperwork in Monday's mail, and once I get settled I'll come back home and tell her everything." "Everything?" "I have to, Logan. I can only dodge her questions so long, and I don't lie for any reason. I'm terrible at dissembling." Mirror ran a hand through her asymmetrical bangs and leaned against the wall. "And if you think my mother's bad..." She sucked air in through her teeth. "*O yo, koibito*," she said, lapsing into her father's native tongue, "*itsu o-Chichi-san ga kitaku suru ma de, matte itsu...*" "What happens when yer pa gets home?" She didn't even register the fact that he had understood her somewhat stilted Japanese. "That's when the real ordeal by fire will begin. He'll probably call out the Japanese National Guard out to bring his wayward offspring home." "Japan don't have a national guard, darlin'." "Whatever." Wolverine pushed away from the banister and walked over until he stood face to face with Mirror. His stormy eyes looked directly into hers. "If ya knew it was gonna cause trouble, babe, why did ya come all the way up here?" She met his penetrating gaze without flinching. "Because if I'm going to belong to someone, I'd like to have some say in who I should belong to." It wasn't what she'd meant to say, but she knew it was the truth as soon as she'd said it. "Do tell." He folded his thickly muscular arms across his broad chest. "Care to go into detail on that, darlin'?" She cast a glance left and right, up and down the upstairs hallway. "Isn't this a little public for a personal discussion?" He scowled. "Yer right, darlin'. Name the place." "Neutral territory?" (So you can walk out whenever it suits you-- just like this morning,) she thought but didn't add aloud. He gave her a brittle smile. "I know just the spot." She followed his lead down the hall and up a narrow, spiraling staircase into the central bell tower. (Tres Vertigo,) she thought. Wolverine perched on one open windowsill, withdrew the stub of a cigar, and lit up. Mirror looked out another window to see the silver girl, Galatea, engaged in dedicated construction work out on the snow-covered grounds with one of the X-Men--Iceman, she thought, though it was hard to tell from this distance. The bell tower was completely open; Mirror shuddered a bit at the rush of cold air after the warmth of the stairway, but she suppressed it quickly. "Now then," Wolverine said, flicking ashes out the window, "what's all this about 'belongin''?" Mirror turned to face him and put her hands down beside her, braced against the sill. She straightened her shoulders, took a deep breath, and realized she had no clear idea of how in the world she was going to answer him. She decided to let the words come out as they would, and hoped she would make some sort of sense. "When you walked into the shop yesterday, something happened. I don't understand it, and I don't think you do either, but we both felt it. Something in you called, and something in me answered." "I think we got that much straightened out already, darlin'." "For the first time in my life, I felt like I had a choice. I could have turned you out and let you walk away alone, and my life would have continued in its safe, predictable course until one or both of my parents died and some safe, predictable man came along to marry me; or not, in which case I would have ended up just another eccentric old spinster lady with a little shop in the Quarter, just like a dozen other eccentric old spinster ladies with little shops in the Quarter. I didn't think of that right at the moment, mind you, only in retrospect; and, quite frankly, the prospect gives me the slow screaming willies." Wolverine took a long drag on his cigar and emitted a cloud of hazy blue smoke into the cold air between them. "But ya didn't turn me out." "No. I left the shop with you. Without a glance backwards, without a second thought and without a single regret. I had no idea what I was letting myself in for, but I felt safe with you." He laughed at that. "Oh, darlin'--if you'd only known--!" "I'd have gone with you anyway. Now that I'm here, now that I understand what this place is really all about, I want to stay. Not just for you, but because I believe I was given my abilities for a reason: to help people. I know that sounds hopelessly idealistic, but it's the truth. What's the good of being a healer if you don't use it to help people?" "Nothin' wrong with that," he murmured, but she felt something tweak at him--something like disturbance, or discomfort; it was hard to tell. He shifted his position on the opposite sill, turning to look outside at the lowering sky. His craggy profile was stark against the greyish light filtering through the clouds. "Gonna snow again before nightfall," he said. He seemed so alone, inside himself. Almost lonely, in a way that was both familiar and tiresome. Suddenly she wanted to go put her arms around him, but she quashed the impulse, sensing he wouldn't appreciate the gesture. "I'm not trying to screw up your life, Logan," she said. "It's been screwed up enough." Again, one of those things that just fell out of her mouth that she knew was true as she spoke it, but she didn't know *how* she knew it. Glacial eyes flickered in her direction, and Wolverine pitched the stub of his cigar out over the snow-crusted roof out of sight. "You don't know nothin' about my life, babe," he said. It was almost a growl, like a warning away. Mirror swallowed hard and forged ahead. "I know you've been hurt," she said. "Bad. I can feel your pain." This time he *did* growl--low in his throat, through clenched teeth, ending in something almost like the snarl of a panther. He turned his back on her. "Goddamned mindreaders," he rumbled darkly. "Always pokin' around in people's heads..." Mirror took a deep, cold breath, trying to still the rising swell of defensive temper inside her. "Logan...I'm not trying to mess with your head. I'm sorry. I don't mean to intrude." She took a step towards Wolverine without realizing it. "If it's any comfort, I don't know why you hurt. All I can do is feel it, deep and festering like an old wound that refuses to heal. I can no more ignore that than you could ignore the cry of a wounded animal caught in a bear-trap." *That* analogy must have hit home; he sucked in breath and whirled on her, dropping into a half-crouch. His hands curled into fists, and his forearms tensed. His eyes almost weren't human any more. They were the eyes of a wolf, or a hunting cat--some primeval predator ready to pounce. Heart beginning to race, she stood her ground. After a moment, he straightened up and his hands loosened. "Point taken, darlin'," he said, his voice almost normal, but still with a gravelly undertone. "Don't get me wrong; I...like you, prob'ly more than I should, considerin' my track record with women." There was a considerable amount of anguish hidden just under the surface of *that* statement. Mirror held her tongue. He took a step towards her, spreading his open hands before him. "It's just that I don't want a nice kid like you swimmin' through the slimy cesspool that passes for my mind." He tapped his temple with two thick fingers. "Better'n you've tried to sort out the mess swirlin' around between my ears, darlin'. If Charley Xavier can't fill in the cracks or straighten out the kinks, you don't stand a chance." "You could let me try." Smiling, he shook his head. "I know you think you want to help me--" "I *do* want to help you." In spite of the cold, she felt her cheeks getting hot. "--but you can't." "I *CAN*!" Her sudden shout rang off the brass bell; she clapped a hand over her mouth and glanced out the window to see if anyone had heard her. The only people in sight were Galatea and her companion; they were involved in a raucous snowball fight (he was winning, mainly because he could pull his snowballs straight out of the air, which confirmed his identity), and they didn't react at all. Nor could she hear them, although it was clear that they were laughing and generally cutting up. The brisk breeze spirited away sounds from so far off. She steeled herself and turned back to face Wolverine. This time it was she whose hands fisted, whose arms tensed so tight they almost shook. "You don't understand," she whispered. "Maybe I do, Mirror," he responded, deliberately using her code name. "Better than you." He walked right up to her, staring her down, brows lowered close above his eyes. "So why don'tcha spare us both a lotta grief and a world o' hurt, and get yer feelers outta me?" Mirror's iron control snapped. Her head jerked up, her eyes flashed almost yellow, and she bared *her* teeth at Wolverine. "Because. I. *Can't*!" she thundered at him. "I'm an empath, you thickheaded *numbskull*, and every channel I have is tuned in to you. *It doesn't turn off*." She threw her head back, exposing her white throat, and glared down her nose at him. "And if you can't deal with that--'bub'--then you might as well rip my throat out here and now." His eyes glittered at her, and she saw a flicker of red in the icy depths. She knew then, profoundly, that given the proper circumstances Wolverine wouldn't hesitate to do exactly as she suggested. But still she didn't back down. "Something in me sounds with something in you," she said, and she even managed to keep her voice down. "Like two notes that always make a harmony with each other, a resonance that goes clear through to my bones. That won't stop till I stop breathing." "That can be arranged, babe." "No doubt." She was scared. He knew it, and she knew he knew it. Even so, she didn't back down. "Killing me will stop it--but it won't change the fact of its existence. And I don't understand it any more than you do." His hands shot out and grabbed her bare arms. She jumped. His hands were warm. How could they be warm? They were warm. He looked deep into her eyes. "Can't very well kill ya 'fore I figure out what's goin' on between us," he murmured, a smile tugging at one corner of his mouth. Something in the back of her mind whispered she had, just now, been in more danger of death than she had ever been before in her life; but that now the danger had passed. She swallowed. "No," she said, "I don't suppose you can." She didn't try to pull away, but waited for him to release her. He didn't. His mouth came down hard on hers, and she didn't resist. Didn't want to. He bore her backwards down onto the rough wooden floor and had her then and there, in the cold open air of the bell tower, and she welcomed him with a whole heart and a willing body. * * * 11:24 a.m. "You cheated, you mean thing!" Galatea accused, giggling, as she and her erstwhile opponent stood on the back patio. She shook her ringing hair, scattering powdery snow across the flagstones. "No fair making your own snow." "Hey, a snowball fight was *your* idea," Iceman reminded her. "I warned you I was an expert, but you just *had* to pitch the first volley." He dusted off his T-shirt and shorts--his nature precluded the need for special protection against the snow. Galatea was likewise lightly clad, in a tube top and cutoff jeans. The cold didn't seem to bother her any more than it did Iceman. "I hit you fair-and-square," she said proudly, drawing herself up. "That you did. Of course, you had no idea you were going up against Deadly Drake, the terror of the snowbanks." "I still say you cheated." "Galatea, me proud beauty, if there's one thing you'll learn here at the mansion, it's how to use your powers effectively against an opponent. It's just your hard luck that snow isn't metallic. If we were using iron filings instead of crystallized ice, you'd've kicked *my* can all over the yard." "And I play a mean game of pinball, too." "I'll just bet you do. Remind me never to challenge you." He stamped his feet to shake loose most of the snow still clinging to his sneakers. "I think we're about as dusted off as we're going to get. Want some cocoa to take off that nonexistent chill?" "Love some." Iceman slid open the patio door and bowed low, gesturing broadly. "After thee, fair lady." Galatea giggled in a most charming fashion and slipped inside. Iceman watched her with growing appreciation. (Not only is she gorgeous, she's absolutely sweet. I don't think she could put on false airs if she tried. I think she likes me, too. Time will tell...) He strolled in after her, carefully shutting the door behind him. (Who knows? Maybe the Drakester is finally going to get lucky.) Galatea settled on a barstool while Bobby retrieved the milk from the refrigerator. He poured mugs for both of them from the plastic pitcher and popped them in the microwave. "Making things cold is no problem for me," he said as he set the timer on high for thirty seconds. "But since my old buddy the Human Torch would be a little peeved if we called him all the way up from Manhattan just to heat up the milk for us, I guess we'll have to settle for nuking it." After the milk had been successfully "nuked", Bobby stirred a generous helping of Hershey's syrup into Galatea's mug, then his own. "Marshmallows?" he asked. "Please." He complied and handed her the chocolate. "Shall we retire to the den, where I believe there is kept stoked a cheery blaze within the fireplace ensconced therein?" Another bout of giggles. "You sound like Dr. McCoy," Galatea twittered. "Too many fancy words." Bobby scrunched up his face. "Dammit, Jim, I'm an X-Man, not an etiologist!" "Etymologist." Bobby paused in the hallway. "Huh?" "An etiologist specializes in the origins of diseases. An etymologist studies words." She passed him and entered the den. "Are you coming, Bobby?" He kick-started his brain. "Oh. Yeah." He followed her and settled on the sofa with her, still reeling from the quiet, matter-of-fact way in which she'd corrected him. Suddenly Bobby got the impression that not only was Galatea Malloy not the airhead everyone thought she was at first meeting, but that she was, in fact, not an airhead at all. Her voice was sweet and lilting like a young girl's, and her social skills were obviously lacking a bit, but obviously her perception was as sharp as anybody's. Not only did she supply him with the proper word, she immediately understood what he was talking about even when he used the wrong term. (Strange girl. But then, aren't we all strange? That's why we're all here. Anyway, she's pretty, she's sweet, and she's single. And I'd really like to get to know her better.) He dropped an arm around the back of the sofa behind her with practiced casualness, careful not to look at her. She didn't sit up, pull away, or protest, which he took as encouragement. They watched the fire for a few minutes. "So," Bobby said, "like the place so far?" "Oh yes," she said, smiling. The firelight flickered golden shadows over her silver face. "I can't wait to begin training. Uncle Simon did his best to help me learn to use my powers, but we were never really able to determine the practical upper limit of my powers. There was no way to measure the kinetic strength potential, not to mention the fact that control variables were virtually impossible to isolate. We're not even sure exactly how my metal-affecting abilities operate. Uncle Simon is fairly sure that it has something to do with the manipulation of electrons on the molecular level, but I consider that unlikely. My own pet theory involves localized fluctuation of the natural electromagnetic fields inherent in...Bobby? Are you all right?" (*Duh*.) "Yeah, sure. No problem." "Oh, I'm sorry." Galatea ducked her head, cheeks darkening. "Here I am, holding forth about the mysterious origins of my powers like some self-important ninny. Please pay no attention to me." He reached out a finger to put under her chin and tilted her face up to his. "My dear Galatea," he murmured, leaning closer, "paying attention to you is, at the moment, all I want to do." She blinked at him, her expression open, passive, receptive. Her eyes had no pupils, but were the color of cobalt-tinted glass, radiantly translucent, like perfectly optical sapphires. Her lips were pewter-colored, but they looked full and soft and warm. His mouth was five inches from hers and closing when Wolverine stomped into the den. "C'mon in closer to the fire, darlin'," he said to the woman behind him. Galatea sat up and away from Bobby. "Oh!" she said. "Good morning, Miry." "Good morning, Gale," the Oriental replied, backing up towards the fire. She, like Wolverine, was coated in a fine dusting of snow. Her clothes were slightly damp. "Brr! I like snow--we don't get very much of it in New Orleans--but it's going to take some getting used to." "It doesn't snow at all in New Mexico," Galatea said, taking a sip from her cocoa. "I love it." "So do I. But it's *cold*!" "So? Cold doesn't bother me." "Oh." "Thanks a lot, Wolvie," Bobby grumbled, so soft under his breath that Galatea didn't hear him. Wolverine, however, did, even from across the room. He looked up, glanced from Bobby to Gale, and hitched his shaggy eyebrows. Bobby's lips narrowed into a thin line and he nodded, tersely, once. One of Wolverine's eyebrows twitched upwards: *Oh, well*. "Warmin' up, darlin'?" he asked his companion. "Yes, thanks," Mirror replied. She looked at Wolverine and smiled with a warmth more penetrating than the fire in front of which he stood. "C'mon, furball," Bobby muttered under his breath. "You got lucky, why won't you give somebody else a chance?" "Did you say something, Bobby?" Galatea asked. "Uh--no. Just got a frog in my throat." Galatea frowned, concerned. "You'd better be careful. It's cold season, you know." "I didn't think the Iceman could catch a cold," Mirror said. "Viruses don't care about what temperature it is." Galatea pressed a cool silver hand to Bobby's brow. "You don't have a fever, though, so I guess you don't have much to worry about." "He looks a mite hot under the collar to *me*," Wolverine said, half- smiling. Bobby shot him a warning look which the older man pointedly ignored. "He's practic'ly sweatin'." It was about that time that Mirror snagged a clue. "Um...are we interrupting anything?" "No," Galatea said, at the same instant that Bobby retorted, "*Yes*." She looked at him, her brow furrowing. Wolverine huffed into the sudden stillness. "Let's go scare up some eats, darlin', so's the Good Humor man can make time with the silver lady." "Um...yeah." Mirror let Wolverine take her wrist and haul her out of the room. "See you later, Gale," she tossed back over her shoulder just before she vanished through the door. "'Bye, Miry," Galatea called back. Then she turned wide, earnest eyes on her companion. "Bobby..." "Yeah?" "Were you?" He sat up, concerned at the note of confusion in her voice. "Was I what?" "'Making time' with me?" "Uh--well..." (Thanks a whole heaping bunch, fuzz-for-brains.) Unable to honestly deny his ulterior motives, Bobby opted for a humorous response. "Maybe a little. A couple seconds, here and there. May eventually work my way up to a whole minute at a time." It was working; Galatea was smiling. "'Course, you gotta be careful with that kind of thing. One guy made a whole extra day once, way back in the Middle Ages, and it threw the whole year out of whack. It became known around the world as the 'Gregorian Calendar Scandal', or 'Gregscam' for short." That earned a giggle, and he went on, encouraged. "You can't imagine the confusion; everybody was living on Daylight Savings Time year round, and they hadn't even invented time zones yet. It got to where calendars went out of date six months before they were printed. Eventually they managed to pin down that troublesome extra day, but it pleaded the Fifth and got time off for good behavior. Through plea bargaining, they got it arranged so the extra day would only show up once every four years, and then they stuck it behind February and hoped nobody would notice." She was laughing outright by now. "Silly! That's not the way it happened." "Oh yeah? Were you there?" She struggled to regain her composure. "No. But were *you*?" "Heck, no. But it's a good story, you've got to admit." (And a narrow escape disguised as a graceful change of subject,) he added to himself. * * * 12:54 p.m. Wolverine's room was almost purely functional: plain wood-framed bed, Army-green blanket, plain white cotton sheets; an unfinished wood nightstand; a utilitarian chest of drawers with a plain-frame mirror hung on the wall above. There were few personal effects visible; the nightstand had shelves piled with books, mostly hardcovers with a few Zane Grey paperbacks mixed in. Atop the nightstand, next to the flea-market-issue plain ceramic lamp, was a framed photograph of Logan standing with a Japanese woman; both were in traditional ceremonial kimono, holding hands and smiling. The obvious joy in his face, the lack of shadows in his eyes, made the Logan in the photo look like a stranger. Lying next to the photograph on the nightstand was a small leather pouch with a hand-beaded abstract design, like an Indian medicine bag. The contrast with the photo was conspicuous, and Miryoko wondered what one had to do with the other. She knew better than to ask. She understood what a concession it was for Logan to invite a woman he'd known less than a day into his private quarters. (Twenty-one hours, since three-thirty yesterday--not even that, accounting for the time difference. Twenty hours, and in that time I've left the only home and life I've ever known, turned my back on the only family I've got, pledged myself to join a band of social outcasts who risk their lives on an almost daily basis, and made love twice with a man I hardly even know--and know better than I know myself. (O and all I want right now is his arms around me--STOP IT!) A serving tray with the remains of a cold-cut lunch lay between them on the floor. Miry sat with her legs folded under her, sitting on her heels, hands resting on her knees. Logan had his legs crossed, smoking the remnants of yet another cigar. He'd shed his jacket and flannel shirt and was now wearing only his black undershirt and faded jeans. Miry took a sip from a half-full Coke can that was no longer ice cold and tried not to think about how appealing she found him, or about how much she wanted to shove the tray aside and climb into his lap. The minutes passed. Logan finally broke the silence between them. "I got somethin' to say." She sat the can down, straightened up, and faced him. "Okay." He sucked in a long, slow breath, leaned forward to drop his cigar butt in his beer can, exhaled, straightened up and looked her in the eye. "I don't know what's goin' on between us. I don't know where it come from, and I don't know where it's gonna take us if we follow it. All I know is, it feels more *right* than anything that's happened to me in the past year and a half--maybe since I joined up with Xavier. If you're willin' to see this thing through, wherever it leads, then I'm willin'." For a minute, maybe more, she just looked at him. Then she said, "You have one hell of a way of asking a girl to go steady." "What do ya say, Miry?" "I say: yes." "Good." Logan reached out and set their tray off to one side. Then he held out his arms for her. "Now, c'mere. I been wantin' you in my arms since we got ourselves alone." "Funny," she said as she scooted across the floor to him, "I've felt the same way." "Ya coulda said somethin', darlin'," he told her as he gathered her into his lap. She put her arms around his neck and laid her head on his shoulder. "I didn't want to pule and whine about it. I don't want to crowd you." "Sweet little girl like you ain't gonna bother me much for room." He wrapped his arms around her, encouraging her to cuddle up to him, which she did. "Other way 'round, more like. What a fine young thing like you wants with an old hairy fireplug like me..." "I *like* hair," she murmured against his skin. "And you're not a fireplug. A *carcajou*, maybe, but never a fireplug." * * * 3:32 p.m. Archangel wheeled down through the clouds, plunging down from the high clear blue above back down through the blanket of crystalline mist towards the ground. Gravity plucked at his slender form, an insistent and unrelenting pull resisted only by the power of his razor-feathered wings, flashing silver in the filtered winter sunlight. He broke through below the cloud cover and swooped low over the mansion, almost disappointed that there was no one to buzz. Or almost no one. His shadow passed over a small figure sitting hunched over a patch of bare ground near the edge of the forest. The curly strawberry-blonde hair marked a familiar petite form, and he immediately dropped, spreading his wings to break his fall at the last moment. The rushing sound of air made the woman on the ground look up, her round blue eyes open wide and her mouth forming a perfect pink O of surprise. "Afternoon, milady," he said, touching his feet to the ground and carefully folding his wings. "Anything interesting going on?" Pixie stood up; the top of her head didn't even reach his shoulder. "I was just listening." "To the moles?" "To the plants. They're sleeping, you know." Archangel bit the inside of his cheek briefly to keep from laughing. "Um...yeah." Pixie cocked her head, smiled patiently. "Part of my 'mutant talents', as the Professor calls them, is the ability to sense the bioelectric activity produced by most, if not all, naturally-occuring Earth flora. In other words, I'm a tree-hugger." "Whatever." He smiled a little, to let her know he wasn't making fun of her, before he said: "Do plants snore?" "Not exactly. They do sing, though. Not with sound, of course." She spread her arms out and pirouetted in place. "Spring's the best time, you know, when the first flowers come up and show their faces, and the sap rushes up from the roots of the trees and pushes the leaves out to catch the sunlight...it's like a dance, when everything blooms and the woods come alive." His smile widened as he watched her. "You should talk to the Professor about starting a garden back here," he said. She paused in her momentary dance and looked at him, face lighting up. "Do you think he'd let me?" "I don't see why not. If it'll help you develop your 'tree-hugger' abilities, he'll probably give you class credit for it." "You darlin' man--" Pixie ran forward and hugged him before she thought twice about it. Then, abruptly, she stiffened, pulled back and looked up at him. His luminous eyes softened, and he stroked a hand down the back of her curly hair. "Still friends," he answered the question in her eyes. "Always." "If things had been different..." She trailed off, chin quivering. "Then they wouldn't be the way they are." Gently he kissed the top of her head. "It's all right, Vann. Think of it: the X-Men gave me a reason to live, not once, but twice in my life. It can do the same for you." Blinking hard to hold back tears, Pixie shook her head. "I don't know how great I am at world-saving..." "It's something you kind of have to learn as you go along. Just remember you're not alone any more. There aren't people telling you you're weird, or a freak, or less than human." "I never had that anyway. Daddy woulda died if anybody ever found out I was--" She gasped and backed off a few steps, hands going to her mouth. "OhmiGod! *Daddy*! He and Mama have no notion where the hell I am! What if they come up to see me and find I'm gone? Lord, my Lord, he'll call out the National Guard, the FBI, the CIA, the OSI *and* the NRA!" Warren laughed; he couldn't stop himself. "Calm down, Vann. You can always call him." Pixie scowled and planted her hands on her curvaceous hips. "And tell him what? 'Hey, Daddy, I've run off to join the X-Men--you know, that band of mutants your buddy Kelly's always bitching about-- so don't wait up for me'? Do you know how fast he'll have the law out here to arrest all and sundry for kidnapping me, without asking whether I came willingly or not?" Still chuckling, he reached out and put his cold hands on her warm shoulders. "Vann, you're of legal age; he can't force you to leave. And you *don't* have to tell him about the X-Men. You decided to go to college after all, and you've found a very private--and *discreet*--institute in upstate New York. You applied on a whim and you were accepted with a grant, so it won't cost him a dime. *That* should appeal to his mercenary nature." "And how was I supposed to hear about this wonderful place?" He winked. "From an old friend. Let him wonder who." The wind taken out of her sails, Pixie's righteous indignation deflated. "Well...maybe." "Come on." Warren reached down and took her hand. "Let's go inside and get the Prof's thoughts on this. You'd be surprised how persuasive he can be with the most unlikely of people." "I'll just bet." The pair wandered through the well-trampled snow towards the mansion, unaware of the shadowed figure watching them from an upper back window. Red-on-black eyes narrowed, and the figure stepped back, letting the curtain fall into place with a minimum of movement. Neither Vann nor Warren noticed. * * * Westchester County, New York Tuesday, the 9th, 9:18 p.m. *From the Files of Charles Xavier, Ph.D., Director of the Xavier Institute for Higher Learning: I am pleased with the progress our new students have made over the past few weeks. I believe we have made quite a find with Galatea; the upper limits of her electromagnetic powers seem to be set only by her ability to tap and channel them. She is a very apt pupil, and quite receptive to constructive criticism. She has displayed the ability to actually generate electrical energy; Storm is teaching her how to direct these energies, much as Storm herself channels the lightning created by her weather-control powers. Mirror, too, is making remarkable progress. She already has the same remarkable control over her empathy that Jean Grey first exhibited when I originally made contact with her--possibly because, like Jean, Mirror has had her empathic sensitivity since birth. Her healing ability manifested itself at puberty, but she also has excellent control over that power. Thankfully, she has had no opportunity as of yet to put these powers to any great test. Nothing more serious than a dislocated shoulder suffered by Iceman during a Danger Room exercise has manifested itself. In addition to her mutant talents, Mirror has demonstrated considerable skill with the Japanese fighting sword. Wolverine has assessed her abilities in this area and declared her to be capable of holding her own against anyone this side of Shingen or his old teacher, Ogun. He has even admitted that she is better with a sword than he himself--although he was quick to point out that he could still trounce her soundly if allowed to use his claws. I have not asked him to demonstrate his capability to make good his claim. I must admit to some concern over Pixie. She doesn't seem to be putting a whole-hearted effort into her training. She has also put off contacting her father, against my advice. I sense a great deal of uncertainty in this young lady. She's not sure if she's ready to commit to our purpose. I would be the last one to coerce her, of course; our work is far too dangerous to expect anyone with anything less than total dedication to sign on. I have allowed her to put off making a final decision and still continue with her training, hoping that she will make whatever decision she feels is right for her at the earliest opportunity. Time is running short, however, for it is only a matter of time before some enemy or other pops up to challenge us. The brief peace we have enjoyed can't last forever. Foremost in my mind is the threat of Magneto, who is still gathering his army of followers somewhere above the Earth's surface. In closing, I must make a note of my ongoing concern about the whereabouts of Peter Rasputin. He has refused all attempts to make contact with him, and even Cerebro is unable to detect any trace of him. This may be because he is not reverting to his armored form. If so, that would probably mean he does not intend to return any time soon. In a desperate attempt to bring him back, Kitty Pryde has gone out in search of him, to at least attempt to make contact. Meanwhile, Illyana continues to linger between life and death in the isolation ward below the mansion. Whether my decision to place her in the Shi'ar stasis device was a mercy or a cruelty would seem to be a moot point, since to remove her from it would surely mean her death, and therefore we cannot do so without the consent of her only living relative. That is a consent he seems most unwilling to give. I can only pray that the situation is resolved as soon as possible. Meanwhile, we must endure, for we have no other choice--for ourselves, for those like us, and for the world as a whole*. * * * Westchester County, New York Wednesday, the 10th, 10:02 a.m. Professor Xavier surveyed the group assembled in the center of the training area affectionately known as the Danger Room. Wolverine, Rogue, Beast, Cyclops and Gambit stood in a tight knot, backs to each other, watching the walls warily. In their midst were the three potential new members: Galatea, Pixie and Mirror. The newcomers had all seen the established X-Men going through their paces before, and they had each been through numerous training sessions over the past weeks. This was their first run-through with the Danger Room programmed for anything like a normal setting. The potential for injury was an acknowledged hazard, and while the threat level was not set at its highest, a freak accident might actually result in a potential fatality. Every X-Man who walked into the Danger Room understood that peril, and accepted it. The new recruits were understandably nervous--or at least two of them were, since Galatea never seemed to worry about much of anything. Mirror had one hand on the sheathed katana at her belt, while Pixie stood empty-handed and wide-eyed between Rogue and Gambit. "Blue Team ready," Cyclops announced. "Begin," Xavier announced, and nodded to Jean and Bishop, who were manning the secondary monitor stations in the observation booth. Six crimson metal forms materialized out of thin air. "Battle 'droids!" Cyclops warned, taking a defensive stance. "Tell me something I don't know, Cyke," Wolverine retorted, extending his claws. "Best watch yerself, darlin'," he said to Mirror. "I got work to do, I can't hold yer hand." Mirror's golden eyes flashed as she drew her katana with one smooth motion. "I can take care of myself, thank you!" she shot back at him as she charged in low. Her face was a tranquil porcelain mask as she neatly hamstrung the nearest 'droid. Wolverine saw without comment, but he half-smiled in silent approval. "*Touch‚, Ma'm'selle*," Gambit said, approving as he drew his ever- present deck of playing cards. "Allow me to deliver de *coup de grace, s'il-vous plait*." "Shut up and hit somethin', sugah!" Rogue told him, flying up into another 'droid's face and dispensing a smart uppercut. "Your wish is my command, *chere*." Gambit pressed a spread of five cards between two fingers. The very substance of the pasteboard began to glow with inner energy; he flung them with practiced ease at the crippled 'droid's head. The missiles exploded on contact with a blast of concussive force. Mirror rolled out of the way as the remains of the 'droid toppled over, coming neatly to her feet, sword still in hand. "Hey, *mon ami*," she called out, "give a girl some warning next time!" "All's fair in love and war, *Ma'm'selle Miroire*." "And as the bombshells of my daily fears explode," Beast quipped, neatly dodging ramrod blows delivered by robotic arms the thickness of the average tree-trunk, "I try to trace them to my youth." "Whitman?" queried Pixie, who hovered ten feet above him, pink wings fluttering in agitation. "No; the Indigo Girls. The song 'Galileo', to be precise. A true modern classic." Galatea held yet another 'droid suspended in the air, both her hands glowing opalescent blue. Her brow was glistening with sweat, but she showed no other signs of strain. "Okay, Cyclops," she said, "I've got it. Now what do I do with it?" Cyclops fired off a series of rapid eye-beam shots at an advancing 'droid. "Use your metal TK to destabilize its internal structure," he advised. "You mean it's okay if I break it?" "That's what we're here for!" Wolverine yelled as he demonstrated his words by ripping into a metal torso with his claws. "I don't have to if you don't want me to. I can always scramble its CPU without--" "Just *do it*!" "Okay." Galatea made a small ripping gesture with her outstretched hands, and the 'droid simply disintegrated into its component parts, which rained down on the floor with multiple clanks and clatters. Pixie felt completely helpless. She had no weapon, no offensive powers that anyone had been able to determine. She didn't even have a slingshot. (What am I doing here?) she wondered, watching the fight below. With two 'droids incapacitated and one severely damaged, the X-Men seemed to be making severe inroads on their adversaries. The 'droid knocked off its balance by Rogue regained its footing and knocked her to one side. Rogue crashed hard into the wall and rebounded, catching herself in mid-air, shaken but not the least bit hurt. "Now, was that nice?" she asked no one in particular. The 'droid turned towards Gambit, who was getting ready to fire off another handful of charged-up cards at Cyclops' adversary. "Gambit, look out!" Pixie shouted, flying towards him. Gambit looked around just in time to see the 'droid behind him turn unexpectedly and take a wide swing at Pixie. She was flying up too fast to be able to dodge. "Vanessa!" he yelled, snapping his arm around to throw his cards. He was too late to stop the swing of the 'droid's arm as it passed through the air where Pixie had been a wing-beat before. She simply wasn't there any more. "*Quoi*--?!" Gambit ducked as his close shot rearranged the structure of the 'droid's torso, and it obligingly fell over. He looked hard at the space where he'd last seen Pixie, and finally saw the flutter of tiny wings, about the size of a tiger swallowtail butterfly. Pixie was still there...but she had *shrunk*. She now hovered in the air, doll-sized, wings quivering. "Gambit...?" A tiny voice, small and high and faraway-sounding. Wolverine finally delivered the telling cut to his 'droid, and it fell. "C'mon, Cajun," he snarled, "earn your keep!" Gambit held up a hand, and Pixie fluttered down into it. There would be time for questions and wonderment later. He put her up on his shoulder. "Hang on, *petite*!" he told her, snapping out his extendable quarterstaff. Pixie fisted miniscule hands in his collar and did as she was told: she hung on. Gambit launched himself over towards Beast, who was still dodging piledriver fists. He seemed to be quite enjoying himself. "'A' for agility," he sang in a remarkably fine baritone, "'B', my bon vivantry/'C', I'm a cutie with long arms..." Gambit vaulted high off the ground and smashed both reinforced boots into the 'droid's left optical receptor. He rebounded off, executed a perfect retrograde tuck-and-roll, and landed squarely on his feet. The robot faltered, shuddered, shook itself, took one step towards Beast--and he kicked its leg out from under it and it keeled over and was still. "Five down, one ta go," Wolverine announced. "Hey, pretty-boy, get yer ass in gear. Yers is the last one standin'." "Allow me to help," Mirror said, jumping forward with her blade at the ready. She delivered a neat, perfectly executed roundhouse cut aimed at the 'droid's left leg. It was the same move she'd used to cripple the first 'droid, and it would have worked--if this unit hadn't blocked her cut with an outstretched, well-armored forearm and moved her blade aside. "The Danger Room learns from your attack modes," Cyclops told her. "You can't expect to hit it the same way twice--*look out*!" he shouted as the head swiveled towards her. This particular 'droid was designed with force beams built into the optic receptors, and parrying its blasts while dodging those that slipped past had taken Cyclops more time than usual to take it out. Mirror saw the "eyes" flaring, tried to jump out of the way--and tripped over a stray bit of debris, landing flat on her back. Cyclops opened his visor and hit the 'droid dead center with his eye- beams--just as the 'droid's force blast engulfed the woman on the floor. "*Miry*!!" Wolverine yelled. He leapt half the length of the Danger Room, past the falling 'droid disabled by Cyclops, and landed at her side. The Danger Room went quiet. Up in the control booth, Jean sat forward, frowning. "Professor...?" Xavier looked as startled as he had when Pixie had unexpectedly shrunk. "It seems this is a day for surprises." Mirror was sitting on the floor, not in the least bit hurt, but with an almost comical look of surprise on her face. She was glowing the same pale blue-green as the 'droid's force-blast had been. "Miry?" Wolverine crouched beside her, leaning cautiously forward. "Don't touch her!" Cyclops warned as he and the others gathered around. "I ain't that flamin' stupid," Wolverine snapped, sheathing his claws. Then, in a gentler tone, "You okay, darlin'?" "I...think so." Mirror raised her glowing hands and looked at them, then up at Wolverine in confusion. "Logan--what the hell--?" "You absorbed the force blast from the 'droid." Bishop's deep voice boomed over the speakers. "Do you feel any internal pressure building?" Mirror looked up at the dark form above her behind the control room glass. "No," she said, "and I don't have to go to the bathroom, either." Scattered chuckles greeted that. She looked down at herself, plucking at her black leather jacket and stirrup pants. "How do I...get rid of it?" she asked. "Do some push-ups," suggested Wolverine. "Maybe it'll go away." Mirror glared sideways at him. "You have to discharge the energy potential," Bishop advised her. "Try to remember how you pulled it in, and just let it go." She looked up at him. "Let it go? You mean--" A greenish nimbus flared around her. "Everybody *kiss dirt*!!" Wolverine yelled, throwing himself back. Everyone hurled themselves prone, some covering their heads, Gambit covering the tiny form on his shoulder with both hands. A moment later a force-blast erupted from Mirror, hurling the junked battle 'droids away against the walls and sweeping the area in a three-meter radius around her clean of debris. A blast like wind washed over the prone X-Men, but no one was hurt. Wolverine was the first to get to his feet, cautiously. Mirror still sat in the middle of the Danger Room floor, the area around her now swept perfectly clean. She wasn't glowing any more, although her skin looked a little flushed. She looked at her hands, patted her sides gingerly, and looked up at him. She grinned crookedly. "Wow," she said. Wolverine extended a hand to her. She took it. Nothing went boom. Grinning, he pulled her to her feet. A chime sounded, the indicator lights on the wall flashed green, and the double-reinforced door slid open. Almost a minute later Professor Xavier's hoverchair glided into the room, flanked by Bishop and Jean Grey. "It seems this morning held its share of surprises," he said. "Well done, X-Men. A competent performance from all of you." "Nice o' you ta say so, Charley," Wolverine muttered. He pulled a cigar from his belt and casually lit up. "As for our newcomers: Galatea, the midst of battle is hardly the time for conversational debate." "I'm sorry, Professor." The silver girl shifted her weight from one foot to the other, looking down. "I wouldn't have behaved that way in the middle of a real fight." "The object of the Danger Room is to treat the threats as real ones. Sometimes they are real. However," he smiled, "your distaste for wanton, wholesale destruction is a..." His eyes tracked towards Wolverine. "...refreshing change." The Canadian blew a cloud of thick bluish smoke in his general direction. Galatea drew herself up primly. "Waste not, want not," she said. "To choose simple incapacitation over total obliteration is always preferable--when such an option exists. It's better for you to ask questions here--brief ones. In the field, where no orders have been given, you must learn to trust your own judgement." "Understood." Xavier nodded and looked at the woman standing next to Wolverine. "Mirror, your skill with the katana is apparently not your only offensive capability, as we had previously believed. You seem to possess a form of energy absorption not unlike Bishop's; however, whereas he automatically converts all forms of energy into a single type of force, you seem to project the same manner of energy you have absorbed. We will have to run some diagnostics to determine what types of energy you are capable of channeling." Mirror grimaced, rolling her eyes. "Another afternoon under the microscope." "You won't be fully field-ready until you learn to control this newly-discovered ability. As for you, Pixie...where are you?" "Here." Pixie hopped off Gambit's shoulder and grew to her full height, hovering about two feet off the ground. "Ah, yes. Your shrinking ability was another unexpected benefit. You seem to have it under reasonable control. Were you aware of it before today?" Pixie bit her lip. "Well...sort of. I done it once, a long time ago, but I guess I must've forgot I could do it." "That's one hell of a thang to forget, sugah," Rogue commented. "Rogue, honey, there were times I wanted to forget I was a mutant altogether. I'm sorry, Professor. I would've told you if I'd've remembered." "That's all right, Pixie. It served you in good stead. After Mirror's examination, I'm afraid it'll be your turn." "Whatever you say, Professor." Pixie sounded less than enthusiastic, but she was at least agreeable to the idea, and for that Xavier was grateful. He was ready to take any sign of cooperation as favorable. "All in all, there was, as always, room for improvement. Even so, the newcomers handled themselves rather well for their first time out. I expect to see marked improvement by the next session. Dismissed." "Hit the showers, people," Cyclops ordered. "It's almost lunchtime." The rear doors at the back of the Danger Room were revealed as the heavy shielding rolled back. "* propos de d‚jeuner*," Gambit said, smiling at Rogue, "what say we give that delightful little Italian place in town a try, *mon chere*?" "If you're buyin', sugah, I'm willin'," Rogue replied in her lilting Southern twang. "Just let me freshen up a little first..." She blew him a kiss and sauntered off towards the showers. The discourse between them would probably never amount to anything more than a harmless flirtation, Rogue knew, by simple virtue of the fact that she was unable to touch another person without draining the life- energy from them. Gambit enjoyed the game as much as she did, and neither one was serious, so no harm was done. Pixie watched the exchange without comment. She was incredibly confused by the perceptions she was receiving from Gambit. He seemed to like her--he had been concerned about her--but he hadn't flirted with her since shortly after her arrival at the mansion. Combined with the fact that her own current outlook on life was resoundingly negative, and that was coloring the impressions she received from everyone, she had all but completely given up hope on establishing even a friendship with the Cajun, never mind anything more. It didn't help matters much when she turned around and saw Mirror cuddling up to Wolverine, who wasn't protesting in the least. "Do you really think I did okay?" she asked him, arms stealing around his neck. He put his hands around her waist and pressed his forehead to hers, smiling a little. "Yer a regular little hellraiser, darlin'. You could take just about anybody in this room." "Oh, yeah, right. Not." He grinned. "'Cept me, of course." "Don't you think *anybody* can take you?" "If I'm ready for 'em? Nope." He pulled her closer against him. "I'm the best there is at what I do, darlin'." "As if you didn't prove that this morning." "Yeah. That, too." "Oh, *gag* me." Pixie stalked past them, tossing back over her shoulder, "can't y'all keep your hands off each other for two seconds?!" She stomped through the door that led to the women's showers. Mirror started to follow her, hesitated, and turned troubled eyes to Wolverine. He jerked his head. "G'wan, darlin'. I'll meet up with you outside." Mirror followed her hopefully-soon-to-be teammate, but Pixie rebuffed all overtures and offers of consolation, and finally Mirror had to abandon all efforts or risk compromising her own principles, which clearly left no room for uninvited intrusion, either verbally or with her powers. She could tell Pixie was miserable, but couldn't discern why. That was kept too close for a surface scan to pick up, and Mirror couldn't and wouldn't probe any deeper without permission. Whatever problems Pixie was going through, she seemed determined to deal with them on her own. Mirror hoped fervently that she could. Pixie was almost past caring, one way or the other. * * *